Maybe Allah is testing me. I accept it as what it written to be.
But today, just now, as in Wednesday. The feeling of emptiness came. I feel down. I feel useless. Sometime, somehow, I know that she is not meant for me, no more :(
I just wanna wrote this down because I'm too sad but I cannot cry no matter how hard I tried to.
To people out there, take a good care of your belongings. Don't be careless like me. It hurts real bad. And sometime, u won't be needing anything but SPACES.
Ya Allah, aku bersyukur dengan segala dugaan yang kau berikan pada aku selama ini. Amin.
Thank you Allah.
Readers, sorry it's gloomy !